yesterday was an eternity ago

so yesterday i lost my ipod. i did not have a chance to put my music back on my computer since it crashed. I no longer have any music. Not in the sense that i do not like music anymore, but i don't have MY music. I'm completely empty. a hard shell. My music was me, it changed, grew, shrunk, was violent, or sad, always with more than what was apparent. everything inside of me that could be described.