smoke and mirrors

i open my eyes and look beside me. There she is, cutting of the circulation to my arm, painfully present. She moans in her sleep and rolls away from me. I put my hand on her should and she wakes up, looking over at my tired eyes. i pull her close, feeling her arms slide around my waist, feeling her head rest on my arm. i look down at her, she looks up at me, slowly i place my lips against her cheek, pressing them in a gesture of love more than an expression of it. she giggles, biting my chin playfully. her arms slide up my back to pull my shoulders down further, till we're lying face to face, our breathe only one mingling warmth. i slowly ease my lips to the edge of her mouth, and i kiss the corner of her mouth. Slowly trailing nipping kisses down the side of her face to her neck, down her neck to the one bare shoulder that shines out from under my shirt. she giggles again, playfully pushing me away. I raise my working mouth to her face again, feeling out the shape of her eyes, her nose, her ears, and finally her mouth with mine. I slowly ease my lips against hers, tasting every moment in more than time. Her tongue flits against my lips, dancing and tickling, teasing and torturing. i clamp my teeth on her top lip, she cries out against me, feeling my teeth pinch her hard. i let go and slowly leave bite marks down her chin, down her neck. down to the boundary of the shirt. i would stop there, but she moans a low moan of pleading, and slips out of my shirt, pulling my head towards her again. eagerly my lips meet with her bare flesh, slowly circling and spiraling inwards on her chest. Her entire body trembles as my tongue lightly brushes all over, gently caressing the raised skin of her right breast. she arches in pleasure, pressing up against me as my teeth gyrate gently, pinching and pressing. her breath leaks out of her mouth, i slowly let go and press my lips to the taut skin of her stomach, sliding my wet lips down till they reach her hip-bone. she gasps as my hand slides up the outside of her leg, slowly creeping up her side to reach her rock hard nipple. Tweaking and twisting; she gasps in a delicious mix of pleasure and pain that makes her arch once again, thrusting up into me uncontrollably. I flip her over, pressing her face into the pillow till she can barely breathe. she cries out as slip in between her legs, slowly stretching her hips apart until she can feel the heat from me radiating through her. i let her head up from the pillow, only to slip my arms underneath her, leaning over her till she can feel my weight pushing her back down into the bed, one finger slips into her mouth, feeling her wet tongue slipping around the rough tip. i moan in grateful pain as i can feel my skin stretch from anticipation. my other hand slips around her waist, lifting her entire body with my arm against me. sliding closer towards her, she can feel my strength and gasps, pressing against me, slowly rocking back and forth in desire. she lets my finger go with a breath, and i scrap my fingernails slowly down her neck, down her chest, over her breast, past her stomach till they latch onto her hips. I can't wait any longer as she gasps out
"i need you."
It takes all my concentration to shift slowly forward, fighting my lust with all my power. I'm rewarded by the shivers and trembles that rack her whole body, her longing for me as great as mine for her. she cries out as i touch her, the unexpected contact a welcome surprise. I move another inch forward, probing, feeling, touching, tasting. she cannot wait any longer and she slides her hips back, taking me completely. for a minute we lie there, and i slide my hand from around her hips, up to her head, pulling back on her long and sweat drenched hair, she gasps as i fill her even more, going deeper than she thought i would. i cannot resist, and i begin to rock my hips, back and forth, back and forth, never changing the distance between us. unconsciously her lips part, and she begins to pant, keeping time with her breath. i lower my head to her neck, clamping my jaws together with a piece of her skin between my teeth. She screams as she feels the pain, enjoying the sensation as much as any other. i stop moving, and slowly slide out partway, she feels me leaving, and moans in fear.
"no, don't.."
she manages to gasp out before i slam forward, sending a flood of pleasure that crashes through her veins like heroin, and just as deadly. She screams, the sound destroys any control i had left, and i power into her again, setting off another shriek of ecstasy. i hear her breath form words
"more..more"
Instead i slow down, letting her feel the entire length of me slide in and out at a snails pace, making her hips shiver and rotate with uncontrollable desire. i speed up, reaching down to her front with my strong right hand, pulling back her head with my left. slowly i pinch the skin of her nipple with two fingers, rotating them slowly, twisting back and forth, even as my hips slide , filling her more than completely, as she enfolds me and welcomes me. The warmth from my body spreads out, filling the room, as i feel in my toes the beginning of something. slowly my pace increases, even as i feel her heartbeat speed up. I stop, stretching her legs as far apart as possible, she cries out, i lock my arms around her waist, and roll to my back, bringing her up on top of me, lying back against my chest. She slowly slides up and down on rock, i feel every ounce of her slip down on top of me, and every piece of her warmth envelope me. the feeling in my toes has spread, i can feel it seeping up my legs, creeping down my arms, filling and fogging out my head. i moan with impatience. grabbing her hips and using strength not my own to lift her and pull her back to me, using her as an object. She screams with delicious fervor. no one word leaves her mouth as she rocks her hips back and forth, using my arms for her only support in this world. my whole body tingles with anticipation, unable to contain myself any longer, i cannot help it. My shout entwines with her delicious scream, echoing around our small room. my hands slide together till they meet. My eyes shoot open. I see only my scarred hands, my own bed, my own room. It was a dream.