So i officially fail at college apps... my computer took too long to load the page and then i had a date wrong and before i could load it again i had passed the deadline and it wouldn't send. That's some fucked up shit. So i guess that despite all my extra work i'm not applying to Case Western! yay... That's just the way things worked out. I hope that i just get in tomorrow and don't need to worry about it. but I have this feeling that i won't. I don't want to get deferred. I want to get rejected, if they're not gonna let me in, let me know, dont' tell me later. FUCK. Tomorrow is gonna suck so much, i wish we could skip days, and then it owuld just be saturday and i'll be sleeping at my friends house ready to go out on the town knowing whether or not i've gotten into college. It's the waiting that kills me, and specially w/ an app or something it's not that bad "during" it, like when i wrestle i don't care while i'm wrestling, i'm just doing it. I guess i'm just bitter. Like always.