21.6.09
not hard enough
i can't figure it out, when i read the ones that make sense it's not me, and when they don't make sense i don't understand. how do people find out about themselves? i never seem to know enough to keep myself contained. safe. put out of my own misery. i can't manage to control enough of me, or to focus, i just don't seem to be able. I keep trying as hard as i can, and it's not hard enough. ever. I'm sorry.
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maybe you're not meant to be contained. maybe you should stop fighting things that are out of your control and just...be alive.
at some point, you've got to just be happy with who and what you are at the moment, even if it's not perfect. You can still accept that you have things to change and things to make better.
Stop apologizing for things that don't need apologizing for.
That IS what she said.
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