tired

I'm tired.
physically, mentally,
just tired of working,
never being good enough,
letting things slip through the cracks,
stupid little mistakes that my eyes can't focus on,
red pens and -.5s
not knowing where to go,
writing constantly, every spare minute i have, but none of it is my writing.
I'm tired.
not having the right hats,
not thinking about what i say,
parents not listening no matter what i say,
my computer not working when i need it,
not having time to read,
losing weight slowly,
being alone.
I'm tired.